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[Feb. 1st, 2006|02:50 pm] |
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wow im super bored. and i havent written on this thing in forever bc its kinda lame ha. hm. i have work in like an hour-but i get to work with brandi soo im happy :]! ive been having so much fun lately, and im so happy with how things are right now. for real :] im excited about my appointment on monday! im excited about valentines day! im excited about my spring break trip! im excited about my trip to kentucky in may! im excited about my cousin comin down in may! im excited about this summer! and im definately excited about next fall! and im excited about moving into our townhouse! everythings just going so good! :] mmk well im going to go get pretty <3 have a nice day :] |
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[Oct. 4th, 2005|11:02 pm] |
okay so this weekend was perty fun! Friday Ivar took me out to dinner, yum! Saturday i had my birthday par-tay! Thanks to all who came to dinner and thanks to my girls who came to the limo and hotel with me! I love yall! My party wouldnt have been the same with out you. Im so glad all my friends from collegiate and all my friends from nhs came it was soo nice for me yall dont understand!:)
Here are just a few pics!
DINNER AT HARBOR DOCKS!:
 lauren and me<3
 me and brandi!
 mary riane and brandi
 jade and me
 me and ivar<33
 lauren and me at harbor docks
 lauren and leiah
 jonny b and mick
 jb and jade
 jade me and april
 us again
 beautiful!
 sigh
 nina and ed
 brandi and me!
 brandi and zachy
 david
 Zach and David
 lauren my love
 riane and leiah-cute
 rach and nelson
 Mandy and I
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 sarah and her lover anthony
 sarah me and nina
 nina and ed
 mick
 me and april
LIMO!:
 thats how we roll.
 my girls in the limo!
 birthday girlll
 brandi and me!
 riane me lauren and rach
 me brandi and mary<33
 rach and lauren
 my girrl.
 riane me and lauren!
 rach brandi and jes
 oh my?
 me being soo eighteen
 brandi jes mary
 brandi and mary!
 dancin'
 i love you! |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|08:18 pm] |
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i think someone at school is so cute. wow im such a nerd. so middle school. why must i be so shy |
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[Sep. 1st, 2005|11:42 pm] |
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havent really updated in a while..cause i totally have a myspace and its so much more fun. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|04:19 pm] |
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moving on is so hard. especially when you dont want to. but i guess i dont really have a choice </3 |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|10:56 am] |
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ive been having a lot of fun the last few days meeting new people and hanging out with everyone. went to the south walton game to watch our friends play football and the stuff that happened after was crazy! joey wants to meet up today and its marys party also-so today will be fun too:) although im having a lot of fun its still hard. ivars still in the back of my mind all the time. like i wonder if hes having fun and if hes happy. i really hope he is. i know he isnt having trouble with any of this tho which im happy for him. i still miss him and love him with all of my heart, but i guess i can't ever make him feel the same way. which is the worst feeling in the world. i know theres so many other better girls out there and i understand why hes already moved on, it just hurts so much bc i miss seeing him and talking to him. but sadly i cant make him want to be in my life anymore and i cant keep bothering him and annoying bc i know thats all i ever do. but i dont try to and i do love him so much, so im going to do what he wants which is basically just leaving him alone. its going to be so much harder for me because unlike him i cant just forget about the last almost year and a half and automatically move on. but i guess i have no choice. well i have to get ready now < 3 |
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|08:34 am] |
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im so sad right now. i cant stop crying. and i dont want to go to school in thirty minutes. ugh i hate this. seriously. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|10:21 am] |
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well the last few days have been i dont know. im in academic seminar right now. its boring. our spanish video looks really good so far. sarahs done a really good job editing it. i wish i knew how to edit things, that would be so helpful. my mom is back from illinios. well i thot i had more to say but i guess i dont. so im going to go < 3 happy birthday to mary :) |
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[Aug. 14th, 2005|11:36 am] |
this weekend was going good up until last night. on friday i skipped some of school and went to ninas house with sarah and ed and we worked on our spanish video. it was fun. real world madrid in the hot tub lol. after that i met up with jes and we went to our cracker barrell interviews. i think we got the job. so hopefully i will start waitressing there soon. after that i went to ivars for about an hour, then we went to jessies bbq pool party. it was fun :) i spent the night with the girls. we went out to destin to the waffle house. her car died. this boy came and helped us. then we went to the waffle house in destin. and her car died again. so we called the same boy to help us again. it was funny. we went back to jessies and fell asleep. the next day we went boating on marys boat. tubed and went to the marina and such. we all sat on her tube and jessie kept standing up and dancing around and knocking me off lol. we so mature :) well kara and mary had to work so we went in about 3. i made plans with ivar to see a movie and go to dinner. we went and saw the skeleton key. after the movie things were really bad. im not going to go into detail on what happened. but he broke up with me. im so sad. and im so stupid. like i always mess things up because i cant help it. im really stubborn and well im just heart broken right now. i know people say theres other guys out there and i can always find someone else and do better but like it seriously isnt that easy. hes my best friend and i just care about him so much. we've been dating every year since 8th grade. its been on and off when we were like in 8th and 9th grade. but he asked me out in tenth grade once again and we've been dating ever since then. i miss him so much i dont even know how to feel right now. i just want to be with him so badly but maybe i should just give him space. but that is like such an impossible task for me. i just dont know.
ps my hamster that he gave me died before we went to the movies. rip. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2005|12:14 am] |
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i've never been this sad without you. < / 3 |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|07:52 pm] |
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brandi and i talked. i feel better now < 3 |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|12:06 pm] |
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im not hungry, so im not going to lunch today. i have a really bad cold, and its not even cold outside. i got my laptop today..cool. i really dont like school. i mean its really easy, but some people are just getting on my nerves. i really want to go back to niceville and do dual. i wish my parents would let me. ugh i know im wining a lot. but im just really sad right now. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|07:45 am] |
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well yesterday was a really good day. school was good, lunch was good, our spanish video is so going to be great. however its on the first few days of school and some people have changed so much over the summer, but not in a good way. oh well im not really going to go into detail bc i dont really care i guess. thats their loss not mine. after school i went to the beach with jes. my mom let us take the tahoe so we were extra cool. it was such a nice day to lay out. we saw her friends from yesterday out there again, and the lsu people lol. it was funny. i < 3 going to the beach! well we left around 5 then i went over to ivars. we watched tv and he ordered a pizza. it was so yummy. the only sad part of my day was that i accidently fell asleep with him and missed laguna beach..so that sucked lol. well i came home around 11.30. and went to sleep. ivar called me and woke me up to say goodmorning and i couldnt talk..like nothing came out and i was like wtf? i lost my voice some how. its weird. i want to stay home lol..its not like today is that important at school anyhow. after school hopefully ivar will go with me to mcds and get our paychecks and quit lol. he wants to work at the beach walk cafe..i dont really like that idea because i dont like some of the people there lol. but whatever. i need a job! hm. well if anyone doesnt have hw afterschool..we should do something, go out to eat or get starbucks or such things < 3 call me |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|07:30 am] |
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Sunday was just i dont know. i woke up. went over to ivars around 12.30. hung out with him for a little bit. made some noodles. jes called and invited us to the beach. he didnt want to go. so i went and made up with her and katie. we layed out for a bit, and then we ate at the crab trap. yum. the waiter said i looked familiar, but i dont think ive ever seen him before in my life. hm. well after we ate, we went and layed out some more. we tried throwing icecubes at birds and beer cans. they saw some people they knew skim boarding infront of us so we watched them. we left around five. it was really fun hangin out with them:) i was suppose to hang out with ivar, nelson and rachel afterwards but things got really messed up and that was the only bad part of the day. i dont even want to talk about it. but hopefully today will be much better. i dont know if jes is still having people over after school to swim but that would be fun! well im gonna go lay down a little more and then try to motivate myself to get ready for school. sigh< 3 |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|01:04 am] |
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today was fun. slept in late. brandi went home around 1ish and then i went to the tannin bed. got all dolled up for the day, then i picked her up again and we went shopping. bought some cute new shirts. didnt spend all of my money so thats good. took brandi home afterwards. nina invited me to hang out with everyone tonight but i already told jes i would hang with her. so i went over to karas old house where jes was. she was babysitting the cutest girl named gracey. we ordered some good pizza, watched tv, and i met her dogs boyfriend. the people came home early cause i guess jes mom wasnt feeling good, so we went out to destin. met up with kara and anna and drove around being the cRaZy teens we are lol. went to fridays around 12ish to get a snack. it was almost one when we left and it was raining so we decided to head home. kara and i were riding in jes car and anna was driving infront of us. well we were stopped at the red light near the commons in destin. this truck peeled out. and we were like 'omg they are so cool, lets show them' kinda jokingly. well when the light turned green and jessie turned we hydroplaned and it was soooo scarey cause we kept sliding all across the road and intersection and i thot we were going to flip and jessie kept pushing the gass and then we spun and ran the car up on the side walk and almost hit the power pole. it was soooo scarey! i thot we were gonna die my heart was racing and i kept screaming shit. all the cars in the intersection like sat there and waited for us to back up and get back on the road cause we were facing on coming traffic cause the car spun the wrong way. lol. it was sooo scarey but we couldnt stop laughing once we got on the bridge and called anna. well jes dropped us off at our cars and we drove home. it was a really fun night. i just got off the phone with matt and now im really tired, so im gonna go to bed, love u |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|01:20 pm] |
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yesterday was such an easy school day. played a game in the rain. that was interesting. after school brandi and i went tanning and then got all pretty for the night. we picked up jes and went out to destin. it was fun! we will have to do it again girls! well i really need to get cleaned up for the day and go tannin. love u |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|10:50 pm] |
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senior:ok so today was good. started off soooo weird. thot i was going to have to go to the doctor but i dont even want to talk about that. well i did get to meet up with sarah, nina, april, and jw at bk. then we all pulled up at school and parked like one at a time like in the movies lol..it was cool [did anyone else notice that or am i the only dork?] well the rest of the day went fairly easy. i mean those games were just soo hard lol..tomorrow ropes course? i dont want to get wet..why do i keep hearing that ha. ok that sucks. well everyone looked different and good and i hope everyone had a wonderful summer. its going to be a good year, everyone got along really well today in our group so thats cool. ook. i think brandis spendin the night tomorrow so that shall be fun. oh i need a new job. anyone know any place thats hiring and pays well?
birthday: i mentioned to a few people what i want to do for my 18th..well i talked to my parents. heres what i really really want to do. i want us all to dress nice and get all cute and everything and go out to eat at a nice restaraunt and rent a limo for the night and just do whatever. ive talked my parents into it; however they would only let me invite a few people because it would be really expensive to pay for a limo, a really nice dinner for a group of people, a birthday present for me, and a cute dress to wear that night. i cant narrow it down to like two people to come because i really want as many of my friends to come because i havent had a birthday party since 8th grade and its my last party as like a kid kinda and i want to go all out and have fun. would it be really rude of me to ask my friends who want to come to pay their way for dinner and my parents would pay for the limo and give you guys a little present at the end of the night. i wouldnt want anyone to bring me a birthday present..like just coming would be the best present ever. please post back and let me know how you guys feel on this, would like it be really rude for me to ask you to pay your way for dinner..it shouldnt be like too much probably around 25 dollars tho. but 25 dollars times like ten people would be a lot for my parents to pay and thats why they arent going for that and a limo. so please just post back and give me your honest oppinion. i love you guys and i really hope yall still would want to come because i think it would be so much fun! i know my birthday isnt til sept but the limo that i want to get, i would have to know soon how many people would want to come so my parents can go ahead and reserve it-thanks guys! <33 |
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| last day of summer. |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|07:48 pm] |
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yesterdays girls night was fun! sad that its the last day of summer tho and we have school tomorrow=/ but its weird, hasn't sunk in yet that we are seniors this year..so weird. went tannin this mornin, ran into brandi! then i hung out at ivars most of the day. our big outing was to the waffle house lol. well i want to plan something really fun this weekend and get a group togetherr, anyone in? < 3 ! |
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